Kubra Aykut, a popular TikTok star from Turkey, tragically passed away after falling from the balcony of a luxury apartment building. The incident occurred on September 23rd in Istanbul’s Sultanbeyli district, sending shockwaves through her online community. Aykut, who had amassed over a million followers on TikTok and 200,000 on Instagram, gained notoriety for her viral video where she ‘married’ herself in a stunning white gown and tiara, declaring she couldn’t find a worthy groom.
Authorities are currently investigating the circumstances surrounding her death, exploring whether it was a tragic accident or a deliberate act. Aykut reportedly left behind a note, which has been cited by Turkish media outlets like Türkiye Today. In the note, she allegedly expressed feelings of despair and a longing for self-love, stating, “I jumped of my own free will. Because I don’t want to live anymore. Take good care of Fistik. I was good to everyone in my life, but I couldn’t be good to myself.” “Fistik” is believed to be her pet.
She continued in the note, “Living as a good person gave me nothing. In this life, be selfish. That way, you will be happy. I’ve been struggling for days, but no one noticed. I’m leaving because I love myself and want to think about myself for once. I’m sorry. Kubra Aykut. How surprised are you now, right?”
In a heartbreaking final social media post just hours before her passing, Aykut shared her struggles with weight loss, expressing concern over her declining weight. “I’ve gathered my energy, but I can’t seem to gain weight. Today I saw that I dropped to 44 kilograms. I lose a kilogram every day. I don’t know what to do; I urgently need to gain weight,” she wrote.
The news of Aykut’s passing has sparked a conversation about mental health struggles and the pressures of social media fame. Her story serves as a reminder of the importance of seeking support and prioritizing well-being in the face of life’s challenges.
