Diagnosed with a genetic predisposition for breast cancer, the author embarked on a journey of proactive measures, including breastfeeding, to mitigate her risk. Through the challenges and triumphs of nursing her daughters, she grapples with the interplay between her body, medical recommendations, and the complexities of motherhood. While breastfeeding offered a sense of empowerment and a way to delay more invasive interventions, the author ultimately contemplates the end of this chapter and the upcoming mastectomy. Her story highlights the complexities of risk management, the emotional weight of medical decisions, and the profound connection between breastfeeding and the female body.